Mach and eric A lot of insight. Thank you. Yes I am mad. And hurt and a lot of things. And yes my post come across as one sided and arrogant. Not much I can do to change that. You may both be right. I don't know anymore. I'm tired. I'm hurt I'm angry I'm fed up. Yes divorce is one solution. There are others. I'm reading and re reading you words. Perhaps she's right perhaps you are too. Maybe this is my fault. I don't know anymore. And again I'm tired. Do you know how that feels???? I mean real exhaustion, wiped out nothing left tired? You have both been here for a long time. 14 years and 16 years. Your responses are hard and even arrogant. Understandable. I didn't give you much to work with. But when you invest every inch of your being into someone(and I did) and they take you are left empty bitter and mad. Your both right. I'm not here anymore. I desperately wanted to be. I love my wife with everything. I gave her everything inside me. So yes please judge me because I cannot write with a peaceful mind. I get that. But you'd be wrong to think that I didn't give myself to her. I am at an end I simply cannot turn back from.
