It's really getting to me that H sees me fat/pregnant and goes home to skinny OW. He sees me waddle everywhere and that is NOT sexy/attractive. Gah!

I almost don't want him to even see me at all anymore. I can't stand up without looking like an 80yr old, I waddle, and I am 25lbs heavier than usual........ oh and I cry at the drop of a hat even if I tell myself not to.

Contractions when H is around..... yea, so sexy NOT! seeing me cry in pain is not going to help with any attraction. I should just give up.

Who would any man pick...... it's not even close :-( feeling super down today.

Last edited by twinmom; 06/06/14 10:36 PM.
Me: 35 husband:39
Sons 16 and 11 from my first marriage
Twins 5 (boy/girl)
Daughter 3
Affair bomb 2/27/14
He moved in with ow 3/13/14
OW kicked him out 6/15/14
4/2016 he seeks help for sexual addiction