I saw my IC today. We went over everything that has happened since Friday and the fact that h still hasn't called as he said to let me know what time or if he is still coming over Saturday. The IC said he wasn't surprised. He said h sees a day or two of clarity and then goes back to what he is doing, probably drinking on top of mlc and forgets what he has said.
He told me not to throw in the towel yet. Sounds like h is very confused and probably drinking heavily. It's still to early. To take my time and get strong and he will help me with boundaries and detachment, etc.
So anyway, I'm not planning on h coming over tomorrow. D15 and I are making other plans. Too bad for him if he shows up, he should have been considerate enough to get with me on the time like he said. It's been a rough week with his whatever it is.
