What to do

[Ben2010]

Youre right Sandi, I think I may have misjudged how much this has hurt her. I am not very good at communication with my wife, not much of a surprise for most of us. I thought I was doing well for not even talking about the R for over a week now, but I blew it. There is no OM in the picture. I am working as hard as I can to fix these problems with myself. I am also trying to develop a better relationship with God. I pray for her healing every night. I know she prays for me too. I am 33 and she is 30. And I see what you mean about being self-righteous, I have no right to be that way. She has been a Christian her whole life and led a "cleaner" life than I. I have only been a Christian about 3 years.

I think I will just work on GAL right now and contiune reading and C. Let her talk to me when she is ready. I still dont know what to do about this date next Sunday. I dont think I am ready for that yet, but I wouldnt want to decline and have her think that I dont want to go. Because more than anything I do want it.