Been thinking a lot today...on Wed 6/11, it will have been 10 months since I moved out at W's request.
So, taking into account the following:
-separated for 10 months -W moving forward with D (even though I still have not heard from her atty in almost 2 months) -W does not talk to me except about the cats -W has not wavered from wanting the D...she has not said anything in terms of reconciling or saving the M -W has said all along she can't forgive me -W has said she will never trust me again -W said back in Sept 2013 that she will always care about me, but does not love me anymore.
Am I foolish for being hopeful and for still wanting the M? Outside of continuing to work on myself, is there anything that I should be doing? I continue to pray for the M to be saved, but lately, I wonder if the R with W is over and I'm just being an idiot for hoping.
I understand W has every reason to feel the way she feels and to take the D action based on how badly my actions hurt her. Just wondering at what point do I give up hope?
