KGirl - Movin' On and Out!

[KGirl]

You're right, Thornton. I'm not exactly leaving him with good impression of me. I'm so exhausted right now, emotionally and physically. My tolerance and patience levels are low. I feel like I have no energy left to try and put on a positive front. My M has ended, I am moving out of a house that I saved for years to buy into a small apartment, I have to go out and replace a bunch of things, I'm leaving the cat behind, I get angry when I have to unlock a bunch of doors and climb flights of stairs just to bring in groceries now... it's a lot right now. I'm just thankful that it's summer, so my job is less busy. I work with college students and if I had to hear one more "This class I wanted is full and the other ones are at 7:45am, what am I going to do, it's NOT FAIR!" I don't know what I'd do. I'm also thankful that it's just me that has to go through this and not little human beings as well.

But, today is a new day. I'll try to pull it together. The "negotiations" are done, today I just need him to help with some bigger things (detaching a mirror from a dresser). He had offered to take some things over to my place and help me unpack them to free up some boxes (I ran out last night!) but I don't know that I want him in my new place. I'd kinda rather keep it mysterious. Several of my helpers backed out at the last minute from helping me move so I'm a little stressed about getting it all in done before it's supposed to start storming tomorrow afternoon.