NERO - still afloat - "JUST"

[willbwell]

hi nero, wish I had something to add. seems to be such cobwebs in my brain. I am afraid of the money thing. grew up poor, always struggling- know what that is like. its the jealousy/envy thing too.... the love thing is starting to dissipate. idk. I get nothing from h. I am starting to actually dislike him and his actions. he is a selfish guy.
love is kind and suffers long...its true.
As UR, says, we will know when we know. I've yet to wake up and say AHA! I know what to do.... so onward we go.
It is confusing the way your h behaves. I don't doubt one minute if I got something positive from my h that I wouldn't keep on standing. waiting for him to remember.
Hope it a good day!