Thornton - I think I am tapped out and have given all I can...I have gained strength and new boundaries but I want to lose this pain. I know that I will be okay on my own with my kids. I just have to move on and get all this packing done then clean up before we leave this house for good. I am praying all goes well with my D 17 to get her to her Dad in Japan. They say everything happens for a reason...and perhaps I am gaining a lot more than what I am losing? So many thoughts in my head. Thank you all for this safe place
Me 34 M 2.5 (Both 2nd M) My kids-D 17,S 16,S 12 BD 2/14 D final 7/2014
