cake eating with ice cream huh?? HMMM... can't be doing that then!!! I won't allow it. Patting myself on the back for not caving...

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I really do deserve better....when will I feel better about this? When will I be loved again?

... sad tonight, missing the life I want!

M:46 H:49 T:20yrs
myD:22
H distant summer/12
H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12
BD: Dec 2/12
asked me begin to move end of Jan/13
moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff)
"agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)