I'm sorry as it is completely understandable that you are hurt and angry. Feel those emotions and work through them. Punch a pillow. Break a plate. Do a kickboxing workout. Yell. Whatever helps to release it. However, I suggest no R talk with your h. You will get baited and react.
Focus on you and the kids. You will be okay. Hang in there!
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer