Don't ask her. She doesn't want to be with you right now because of your past behaviors. Change yourself into a better person first.
I trust your judgement, however, she asked me last time i went if the C wanted her to come. I told her the C asked if she was willing to come and i said yes. She reaffirmed it when i said that.
M:33 W:30 T:10 M:2 B/D: 5/27/14 S: 5/28/14 Wife moved back in 7/18/14