T2, You've come a long way and know that over thinking will create stinking thinking. Let it go and enjoy your time w/your son. Whatever will be, will be...no point in trying to figure out which scenario will be presented to you.
Take care and stay positive!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
