"how about if we plan to sit down and talk after u get back from your trip with S1"
Naturally, my knee jerk reaction thoughts were that she doesn't want back in, otherwise she could tell me before..right? She has reclaimed her compassion and nice, soooo, she doesn't want to spoil the trip...
Talking with friends, though, could be many things.
-Wants in but needs more time -Wants in but doesn't want me to NOT focus on the trip -If she wants out, I may not let her stay with the other 2 boys while we are away, thus she couldn't get the rest of her stuff out without me around. -"Just because" that's the way she needs to do this, for whatever reason.
So I'm stilling my mind...I so want Limbo to be over...
Yesterday on her day at the house she did dishes, cleaned a bathroom, including the tub and toilet, vacuumed. I don't know what to think (shut up Mach,lol... )
A week and a half to go.
I will be getting some good head clearing back country time in...WAY over-due...
Either way, I will be fine and am doing well...really, really well.
And so it goes....
In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus
Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm
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