Tuesday morning I get a text from h basically he wanted to know when it would be a good time to come over and see d15 and me, says maybe we could talk, if I want to and if I don't want to see him he will understand.
When I get a break at work I call him and I tell him that I'm just not ready to deal yet with anything else that is bad, not yet. He says it's not bad, nothing bad about it, that he misses me. I told him I would have to call him about it when I got home to see what day I was free this week.
So after I get home I text him that he can call when he's free and he calls me right away. He wants to come over Saturday, have a bbq spend some time with d and me and then we can talk. I say ok.
He wants to know how my day was and I told him it was weird because when I got home someone had mowed the lawn. He got very mad about that, I don't know why. Then he asked if it was my boyfriend. Well, I probably should have not said anything but I told him I don't have a boyfriend I'm married to you whether you like it or not. Then he says "Who says I don't want to be married to you?" It was hard not to respond to that one. Then he says he doesn't have a girlfriend. How nice. I didn't ask. He then says "Ok babe I gotta get back to work, I'll call you later in the week." He calls me later about something for d and again before he hangs up I get " Well baby, I will let you go so I can get finished up. I'll talk to you later"
I know, no expectations and I haven't heard from him again, so I don't even know if Saturday is still a go. My emotions have been pretty raw yesterday and today. Now I feel like I'm being played again.
