It is very easy to reflect and say " If only I had.." and "If we had..." then things would be different. I can tell you that my h even said in one of sobbing rages "we would probably be here no matter what and I don't know why." And he followed that up with everything I've ever allegedly done wrong:)(just a little humor)That's a tough pill to swallow and probably true. I think some people are more prone to a crisis than others from what I have read and from what others say here.
Your w as you knew her is gone. And while it is hurtful and sad, it will be okay. You seem like you are in better spirits today. I'm sorry about the family cat. Hang in there and stay the course:)
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer
