I slipped up and called h "sweetie" this morning. It was just a good morning. H changed my tire for me. Then s and I were rushing out to head to school and h was walking the dog and it just slipped out " hey sweetie do miND taking trash to the street." I don't know if he caught it. I was holding in the tears as I drove s to school.

As we were walking in I noticed that the pavement was all chalked up with inspirational messages like "believe in yourself" and "hope courage and perseverance." This week is EOG testing for the kids but it feels like the universe was talking to me as well.

Me 44 H 42
M 10 T 12 (at time of BD)
Ss 20 16
S11 (special needs)

BD 9/13 H "unhappy for years" moves to seperate bedroom
10/13 EA/PA confirmed but denied
S and I move out 3/15