Great meeting today with my IC who was our MC and has a lot of insight into H's ADHD. I invariably feel better able to cope after I meet with him. Really dreading my attorney visit in the morning but I'm as prepared as I can be and I know I'm doing the right thing, so that's something. I'll see my H this weekend. Unclear how that will go. I think he's as apprehensive about the attorney visit as I am -- possibly more so since I have done my research and know what my intentions are.
It's a dark tunnel I'm journeying through at the moment and I look forward to coming to the end of it. There's a long, long way to go, though, and I don't know where it's leading. God grant me grace to travel it in strength and kindness and gratitude.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15
