Right so she came home and sat down to eat and I asked do you mind if I sat with you and she didnt reply so I took myself to go and sit there, however when I was pulling the chair out she said dont you have something better to do like go and read a book? I said look *hername* im reading those books to understand why I am like this and how I can change to be a better person. She said your like this because your f'd in the head, I carried on saying im not doing it for you im doing it for me and not to get you back, she was over talking me and was saying the book wont tell you why this happened you did this.. I just walked out when I finished and got into bed. She took her makeup off used the loo and got in bed aswell.. she cleared her throat and asked me a generic closed question to which I replied yes and then tried to elaborate my answer however she immediately cut me off and said I know so coldly.. such piss take.. this is where I would say I feel like cock slapping her but now im not.. I underatand I made her angry by her finding the book and perhaps thinks im being fake by being a robot from the book.. and I understand that so im jus going to lay her and not say nothing and go sleep. Im giving her space to calm down and get back to me.
