"she said how i should be a extra as im good at acting when she asked whats wrong and I said nothing smiled."
Next time she starts on a subject like this, hold your hand up and tell her that you are doing research to understand why you are the way you are and are looking to change it. That the books are for you alone and your personal growth and to make you a better man. NOT for her but for YOU. And that the changes are not to get her back.
Look her dead in the eye when you say this and then walk away after. It will leave her something to think about.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
