Ok so I came home and looked kinda misreable naturally after todays convo and she said how i should be a extra as im good at acting when she asked whats wrong and I said nothing smiled.
she said so all those broken promises and dreams you were acting.. I put my foot down and said I am not acting and I never was all the times I was happy I was.. now you saying this makes me feel like I cant be happy.
then I said you know what kl bbe. Think what you want.
damn [censored] [censored] up again.
I wish I could really fix this I really wish I could. Im going to loose her and theres nothing I can do. I hate my life.. why does god have to punish me for. Dammit!
