Text from H on way to job numero dos: "Be safe. I know I haven't said this in a while, but I love you."
In doing a lot of my own thinking and 180's, I've come to wonder if filing divorce is always going to be his way of trying to regain some control. I realize that is his problem to fix, but it's my problem to live with until he does.
Still DBing, still doing my own thing. His 180 into being the loving, caring husband I have always wanted is coming with some uncertainty on my end. Not sure if we will ever share finances again. I'm fairly happy with how I'm managing on my end. Wish H would let me at least setup his bills on autopay, but that is something which is now out of my control, so I'm dropping the rope with regards to that. He can screw up his own credit again, or he can be a responsible adult and figure it out himself. I've given him all the information he needs to do it.
That said, I will stop mind reading and just go with the flow. I'm too tired to do much about it anyhow Anger Management tonight, followed by an EARLY bedtime. I got home at 130AM, and slept until 530. Worked a full day from 7AM-4PM before that (and a 45 minute commute one way.)
That is my life every Tuesday and Thursday for a while, but I am ok with it. It gets me out and doing something I love doing, it's extra money for house projects, and it furthers my career with regards to the second job by getting me in front of higher ups, who can control my future.
Tomorrow is my Friday, and I need it!
Me- 29 H - 36 T - 5y M - 2y D - 11 months BD#1 June 2013 BD#2 H files 10/28/13 Retrouvaille Nov 13 BD #3 H Files 2nd time 4/22/14 Fires L 7 days later. No court dates set Supposedly he's moving out?
Anger Management tonight, followed by an EARLY bedtime. I got home at 130AM, and slept until 530. Worked a full day from 7AM-4PM before that (and a 45 minute commute one way.)
