KdogGS Journey Part V- Settlement

[KdogGS]

Thanks Mi, it did pull at my emotions. I actually feel sorry for her that she is still hurting over this. My other thought is if she is really that terrified of me and what I might do, why on earth would she have sent me that email the day before she picked up her stuff at the house, asking what time worked for me to meet up? I'm talking she thought we were going to meet up 3 days before the meltdown event. Do you agree to meet up with someone you think wants to hurt you? And we also met a few times after BD, all positive experiences, I kept distance, didn't have breakdowns, was nice and courteous like a friendly neighbor. She even commented "this isn't how I expected you to react."

Surprisingly, I'm very detached. She gave back an external hard drive with all of my documents from her parents and her computer and it had all of our old photos on it. I looked through them as if looking through someone else's life, she even looked like a stranger to me in some of them. It surprised me that I didn't feel any emotional tugs while doing it.

I'm not sure if she'll contact me moving forward, we never really had closure, never saw each other, haven't talked on the phone, and email has been business only from my end, even thought lots of her went into emotional stuff that hurt me, I took the high road.

Speaking of contact, did you crack my code? I'm refinancing the house and thinking of getting a different car that's better for carting the dog around than a Corolla. I'm thinking of getting a fun car again too, maybe a Trans Am convertible or an older corvette convertible.