I agree Wonka! And good morning! After re-reading my post, it sounds angrier than I felt. My W is acting so very odd. More than usual. She told me last night that I should stop and see her grandmother at the new asst living place she moved to. I'm sorry but I'm a little busy trying to find a way to live! She comes in and sits down next to me when she avoided doing that for last year and actually touched me while speaking to me. Now that I don't want to talk to her, she wants to talk to me. She wants to refinance the car but at this point she isn't allowed to by the rules in her own D petition. She is being overly nice to our D when she should be telling her she is leaving.
I am more calm than before. I feel only dislike for her and see her for what she is, a scared child. I'm ready to just let her go. The only thing keeping me from wanting her to go is the fact that I needed her income to help live until I made more money and I realized this is the biggest reason I didn't want her to go. That's not good. I will find my way now and I will get the money I need. I must for the sake of my D's!!
