Hey Starsky.... where are the rest of Pearlharbr's threads.. I read till the end of PH in piecing page #43... where is the rest??
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Had a women's group meeting tonight. I didn't realize how much I needed one & ended up bawling in the meeting.
A few things I have learned:
1) Xbf is holding me back in my life (independence, financial & confidence) 2) Its OK to say "NO" to him. I have lived a life (20yrs) accommodating him. 3) I don't want to sit on my parents porch "wondering" about my life 4) I need to acknowledge myself. Be responsible for it.... own it!! 5) Believe in myself.... this is what has been lacking in my last 8 days of my stance. I wasn't believing in myself, therefore why should he? <<< I really see that I haven't believed much about myself. Constantly "looking" at him for his approval of my new position.... I don't need his validation, I need MINE!!
~~~~~~~~~~~ Tomorrow/today (wednesday) is moving day... sigh!!
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
