Wow, you've had a pretty crazy time, and it's going to get even crazier. And so special. Try your hardest to focus on you and don't worry about the OM. I can imagine it's not easy to feel alone as you are going through this, but if you can focus on your kids and yourself, and not be distracted by the OM, you will feel better. If your H is willing to help you or stay the night, that's great if that's what you want. Don't lose sight of what you want. I hope everything goes great, and I've got my fingers crossed for you.
