I think I posted this earlier, if I did sorry, I am new at this! As far as depression goes I have always had it. I am in therapy. I take medication and recently had it increased. I am trying to get out and do things. I signed up for some divorce support to get me out of the house and with people. Thing is I really don't have friends. I have work friends and Facebook. No one I can just call. So it's not been easy. He called yesterday he put in an application for the apartment. I asked where it was and how many bedrooms. I kept it short and polite. 1 bedroom, so I am assuming he doesn't want the kids for any length of time. I am soooo drained right now. I go from being sad, to angry to feeling like a fool. I didn't sign up to be a single parent, of three teens! So he can come for a couple hours in the weekend and be wonder dad, and I can do everything else. This week my son turns 19, my youngest has his 8th grade dance, and my daughter is taking her SAT's and it's me that will be there. Part of me feels like he must have never loved me at all. I can handle him hurting me, but not them.
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