busting, Mourning is unique for each person. Some mourn rather quickly and others mourn for a long time. It's all up to you and what you are feeling on any given day. Some days, when you think you have moved on, something will remind you of what you experienced long ago w/your h and you might be sad for a minute or you may smile, but that memory will not pain you as much as it does now. Give yourself some time to heal. Like MLC, you can't flip a switch to turn it on and off, nor can you rush the process.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
