dawn - yay, you sound great. i don't get here so much either- maybe i'm not dbing either- just biding my time also.

i wish i'd get a giant notion of "what i want to be when i grow up)" - still awaiting that giant blob of wisdom that's going to plop down on my head.

doing my best to have faith- continue forward & seee what the future holds. i don't think it will be awful- i feel optimistic mostly about future. God knows why- maybe just who i am.

oh well huh? garden is blooming likemad- school hasn't called lately- i don't care too much- doing tons in house & yard & estate junk, etc.

in wierd floatie place- was furiously swirling round making notes other day- totall kind of freak-out- it passed. today i was pleasant& normal mostly.

wierd to be sitting outside of self just watchin. wonder what i'll do next??

xxoo have a great evening

i find i come here to touch base with my buddies - you got me thru for a long time here- it was hair raising, wasn't it?

i never ever go back & read it- too sad & bad. onward and upwardhuh?