Newbie confused and alone!

[BonitaL]

Thanks for the responses! Yes I know I am depressed. I have been on medication and I just had it increased. He told me he got an apartment. That it wouldn't break our finances.

He has completely detached, even with the kids. He does text them good
Night, just the boys. Last night I texted him that he needed to text our daughter too, even if things are chaotic she needs to know you love her.
He said he would. He left the house on Sunday of last week, Monday I caught my 15 yo smoking, Tuesday he was suspended. Husband didn't seem fazed.
I don't think it's just me, I don't think he was the chaos of a family. Like he would be better just visiting.

Today I feel okay, I know it may not last. Not having to see or hear him helps. I am also in therapy.

I have been with him since I was 17. I don't have a support system, so I signed up for a divorce support group...