The last couple of weeks have been blah regarding the ex. She still makes these weird accusations like I won't let her move on and live her life. Wtf?!?! I've been as dark as I can be. We had a blow up yesterday. Totally her fault but managed to twist things around and get mad at me. I had to work a night shift. She was supposed to look after s3. I tried getting a hold of her all day. I texted her friend and mom because I was getting worried. I eventually got my buddy to look after s3. She called while I was on my way to his place and proceeded to get mad at me. Guilt tripping me and twisting things around. Sooooo frustrating. She tells me that I'm taking time away from her. Wtf?!?! If she wants to see s3 as bad as she says she wouldn't work out after work and miss out on seeing our son. She even asked me to keep him on her night because she was late from working out. Then on my way home from work she guilt trips me again. I asked if she wanted to see s3 or if she wanted to keep him overnight. She tells me it's too late according to my standards, she wants to see him but it's too late, she wants what's best for him. Give me a break. I just replied he fell asleep on the way home but he's awake now of she wants to talk to him. No reply.
Then she had the balls to say to me today that she cares and felt bad all day yesterday and today. Wtf?!?!
Then she tells me her douchbag of a bf is moving in. Wtf?!? It's been barely 2 months!!! Now I gotta deal with my son seeing that loser more often. My ex is messed up. She wants to know how I feel because I didnt say a word. She thinks I'm mad but I'm more or less disgusted by her actions and selfishness. I simply said I don't want to talk about it.
She asked about s3's upcoming bday. I said I don't want to talk about it right now. I can't deal with her serious lack of judgement. I mean for one, she failed her drivers test last week and is still driving around by herself; in douchebag's parent's car!!!! Are his parents that dumb to allow this?!?!
Sometimes I just want to tell her how stupid she is, but I put on this front that I'm ok with everything. I'm trying to act as if I don't give a sh*t, but I'm learning it doesn't matter what I do, she has a perception of me that isn't changing anytime soon.
On a positive note. My son and I are really bonding well. She made up a schedule today and it's no different than what we are already doing. I'm still gonna see him way more. She has no clue what she's missing out on. Too bad for her. Sad, really.
Me-35 Com law-28 S-3 T-6 yrs w/14 mnth bu 1st bu- 2/2012 Rec-4/2013 2nd bu-10/2013 IC-2 yrs(anger issues) MC- 5 mnths-fail OM~1/1/14 OM dumped 6/4/14 New OM ~10/4/14
