Didn't even realize its been over a week since my last post. GAL has been in high gear recently. W took our S for about a week visit since she is not working again for the moment. Things were quite and I got alot done without thinking about R. I setup camp for S to go to and W and I agreed to meetup to drop him off so we could both check it out. We ended up talking for like an hour after that. She of course is really unhappy and things still not going her way. I still can't help feeling like I want to help her in some fashion. I always worry about her. She says there is nothing I can do since all of her life consequences are her fault at this point. No idea what to say to that one.
Anyhow, she messages me later to let me know she was in an accident tonight. Aparently scary situation but nobody hurt. I'm feeling kinda rough again today. Had a great week but all it took was hanging out and talking to her for an hour and I feel pulled back to her and can't get her out of my head again. Ugghh, I suck at being non dependant of her.
M: 43 W: 43 Married 6 yrs. T: 7 yrs. Son 20, 18, 17, 15 yrs. (w/ Autism), 12, 10
