I'm Just About Ready For The Fork

[tadpole1025]

Wow, I spent most of today on here going through old posts so I don't lose them when they do the housecleaning.

I realized a few things reading through them:

1) She put me through Hell. There was so much stuff on here that I had written and forgot about. Kind of painful to read and even hard to believe some of it.

2) I still can't help but think that she was being spoon fed by someone or something.

3) She changed so drastically.

4) I still hurt, but not to the extent that I did. The pain that I read in some of my early postings.....wow.

5) While I am still not where I want to be, or think I should be, I am getting there...one slow day at a time.

6) There are so many posters on here that have just gone with the wind...kind of faded out. I wish I knew where some of those nice folks are today and how they are doing.

Nothing new to report. Still waiting on that killer job.

Tad