Thanks Riley. My H has distanced himself so I am just trying to give him space. To be honest, I really did bail on him without being considerate and I understand why he would feel hurt. I apologized however the damage is done so I am just going to keep going. I can't control how he feels or his perception of me so that is for him to deal with. I'm also in the middle of packing up so I hope that I get more done by the end of this coming weekend. I feel like I have so much work to do on myself and my kids....a bit overwhelming when I think of it I have also realized that I have not been the parent I should have to my kids and how I gave up in a way (?) Need to stop feeling sorry for myself and just keep going
Me 34 M 2.5 (Both 2nd M) My kids-D 17,S 16,S 12 BD 2/14 D final 7/2014
