Upwards - building my new life & feeling happy!

[Upwards]

Old thread: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2454304&page=1

Well, firstly THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart for all of your support since I joined here, it's been priceless & I really wouldn't be where I am now without it - thanks to each and every one of you that has taken the time to reply showing support!

I haven't posted now for a couple of weeks but I'm back & feeling stronger, more fulfilled & happier than I've felt in many years acceptance has been tough, complete acceptance that my H isn't the man I married anymore & can no longer be a part of my life, acceptance that my marriage is dead & has been for a long time, acceptance that I could never be happy with my H as he only brings negativity to my life...

With the acceptance has come peace, it's an amazing feeling after everything. I now feel that I'm on the right path, I am 100% sure that I want a divorce and that my marriage can and will never be revisited, I NEED to do this for my own self preservation and to allow myself to live a happy, peaceful & fulfilled life. I may have lost my marriage but in doing that I've found myself and I'm able to be ME again without being afraid, bullied & emotionally abused!

My children are much happier now because me & H are both happy which is a big relief! DB hasn't saved my marriage & in a way I'm glad because I truly believe this is the way it's meant to be, it has saved me though & i will always be grateful for that. I've learnt so much & will continue to learn throughout my life.

I'm dating someone new, it's fun life is very good right now, getting divorced isn't going to be easy but I know it's what I HAVE to do now. Im feeling happy with who I am & where I'm going, I consider myself a DB success story & hope this gives others hope that no matter what happens in your marriage you will be happy again!!