Controversial Option. Apologising for causing an a

[RedHawk98]

I can see all your points.
I have apologised in the past, but not REALLY known what it was exactly I needed to apologise for. The actual feelings I made her feel. Which is something she threw at me at the beginning.

Showing her is tricky as we have little contact these days. So making peace will hopefully allow for less fraught contact.

Any sign of manipulation is something I want to avoid. I may cut out the "lack of second chance" part and just focus on her feelings instead.
Which is what this note is about.