Controversial Option. Apologising for causing an a

[RedHawk98]

A little something like this
You must have felt very lonely, hurt, angry, hopeless and bored to have made the choices you have.
I can see that now my hurting and angry days are over.
I take responsibility for not always putting you first as I promised. Regardless of the stress I wanted to spare you, or the drop in confidence I went through.

There aren't words to say how painful all this has been for both of us. Knowing that I let you down has been the toughest part.
I'm not expecting anything in return. I know that even seeing if we can move forward together after everything, is too much for you now.
As brutal as your no second chances are, I can't whine about it. That's not me anymore.

I just want you to know that I am very sorry for how I made you feel towards the end.