I was going to write you almost the exact same thing. Can I ask you why you feel in limbo right now? Definition of limbo is "an uncertain period of awaiting a decision or resolution". From an outsiders perspective it seems like you know where you're at right now and you aren't really in limbo. Seems to me it's more about you being afraid to move. Are you waiting to start doing things with hope she'll come back? Then what? More limbo. You gotta take the first step for where you are right now and let the future figure itself out...it always does. Once you take that step the intensity will start to become tolerable then disappear almost all together.
Personality is who the world sees, character is who you are
