Forgiven lazy husband - reconcilliation possible?

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Thanks Sandi. Never thought of that with the flowers. makes sense it is another "look at me, look at me..I'm winning you back" pursuing no no.
She texted me a few times and even a photo of her nature walk "I needed to take a stress day (because of our painful sitch WAW said...obviously)..its such a hard time for me..." exactly like the WAW script right Sandi? Wanting me to support her in this? yeah right. I did respond with only "K" "see ya later" which must have thrown her off as I am quite words (as you can tell :P )
Tomorrow we share with inLaws so I am self managing my stress levels now and putting together a post "look after me" plan so I only lose it when I am by myself away from that conversation.

Today I feel like crying and almost dying...its just so hard this love that won't let go of my heart...like its stretching itself thin so I can't breath some days..like today.
Well I am going to throw myself into homeschooling my daughter (last month yay!) and then get out in the sun with kiddies.
GAL? well I used to write creative fiction at Univ but its been years since I have done anything like that so I am going to get my mind working on that after a 12 year absence. Puls ultimate frisbee & qigong which i just GALed for the first time last week. SO glad for the support here just helps this aching heart heal a bit faster and take some shallow breaths....gonna make it