It's these stories we tell ourselves that keep us stuck.
If you want to stay in contact with her, stay in contact. It sounds as if you're not in frequent contact anyway so maybe she's waiting for contact from you, or H told her not to contact you or any of several possibilities. It doesn't have to mean that she's out of your life.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
