Honestly I have no idea if she is enjoying this Mach. How suddenly this all came about makes me wonder who she really is.
My WAW is a silly, fun-loving, person. She's always been that way. To see the switch like this really makes me question if she is just out living it up.
My mom has a great relationship with her and said WAW is out with her sisters posting pics on Facebook, enjoying brunches and dinners, smiling etc. She doesnt sound like someone who is really struggling with a breakup. Meanwhile, I'm in counseling, struggling to sleep, missing her like crazy etc. Btw, I've since told my mom not to share that info with me regarding FB.
It's so perplexing to me. We've been NC for over 3weeks now and she and her daughter still have tons of stuff at my house. Important stuff like family photos, clothes, toys etc. So I struggle with what is real. Is our seperation permanent? Is she leaving the door open by leaving stuff at my house? Is she working on herself like she suggested before she left in hopes of repairing our relationship?
I don't know how to not think about these things. I know, detach. But that's hard to do when you feel like you are in limbo all the time.
I dont want to force her into a corner. I'm giving her all the time and space she needs. But I'm starting to feel like maybe I'm being naive at this point.
