The fear is creeping up on me, I'm scared she will never reach out to me. Scared she's enjoying her new life without me. Scared that maybe she didn't love me as much as she said she did. Scared that maybe she hasn't loved me in a long time and that house hunting and wanting me to buy her an engagement ring 3 days before the bomb were all lies.
The Monsters in your head, are far worse than the reality that is....
You REALLY think that she is enjoying this ???
IF...she is really enjoying this, that would mean that she is making a conscious decision to hurt you...
I can tell you this. She doesn't have a clue of who she is, so how could she give herself to a relationship ????
