Things have been amazing for me, and they will only get better. School is very hard and demanding, but I love it, and it will pay off immensely. I am studying to become a Phlebotomist, as a full career.
I do not consider myself Dbing anymore, as I am living my own life, and headed towards a new future. But, with the tools that I have learned here I have found that I am stronger, and able to approach situations with confidence.
I am biding my time, isn't that what they say here, time is on our side? After school and once I am situated I plan on filing for D. Letting go was the best thing I have ever done for myself and my family. I'm back! No more zombie mom, crying and daydreaming. I don't miss her, but I understand she had to go thru that for one reason or another.
Job, I am so thankful to you and all of your kind helpful words. There were days I would hang on your every letter just to feel better for that moment. Your wisdom is priceless and I hope to one day be settled and be able to pay it forward.
I have made some lifelong friends here that are an important part of my life, and always will be. The people and the dedication to the process works, but only if you realize it's about you, and for you. I didn't get that right away. I don't consider myself a slow person, but boy was I angry.
Thanks for stopping by...I hope to keep posting with positive news for the future!
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
