Just checking in. I feel like I'm going in circles. Normal I guess. H texted last night, regarding $$. We ended up texting for over an hour about different stuff...not just business. Still have a lot of work to do in regard to being able to control my emotions, especially with family vacay coming soon. I still allow my interactions or lack of with H to dictate my emotions. Not that he knows that. It really does come down to GAL...and I'm not doing enough of that.

My (H's) niece is having her graduation party today, that means seeing most of his family. Really not concerned about it like I was the wedding. I will go, have a good time, be positive!

S18 is leaving tomorrow for bootcamp. I'm ready for him to go, he's ready to go but it will still be a tough day I'm sure.

30 day ab challenge starts today. I need to get motivated. Have not been exercising enough and really want to lose some weight, that way I don't have to spend too much $$ on new clothes because I will fit into clothes I already have.

I am realizing I'm not doing the "big" things I need to be. Working on the little things which is good, but it's the big things that are key in helping save my M I think. Mostly the whole job thing. I have some things I need to do this week but really need to work some job searching in there too.

Think it's time for me to review my goals and get a better plan of action together.


Me-44 (45)
H- 50 (51)
M-'96

S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)

BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas)
home Oct(sep rooms)
(EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed)
insists wants D through July 2015
no more talk of D since