Hoping to find my way

[JennD]

Hi Thornton. Its hard. I still get a bit teary every so often when thinking about how H should be here with our family and what he IS missing out on. But that is his choice.

Keep busy. Focus on your daughter and your relationship with her. It never feels better to think about BD, but it does get easier. I didnt think I'd be off the couch, living life instead of a crying heap. But I am.

Now when I talk with my sister and friends or even IC, its not always about H or R.

One step forward. One at a time. You'll get there too. Keep on the board - journalling - it makes it easier to know your not crazy and the only one going thru this.

You can do it. You are doing it! Keep it up.