hi tears -

glad your dog will be okay. glad to hear you see one tiny bit of progress too. you're expecting waaay alot of yourself- it hasn't been thatlong for you to expect to be allll in control, etc.

you sound lots better than i did at the beginning- you know, time wounds all heels . it will seem like forever- but then a tiny little bit of progress and we realize we'll (probably) survive- somehow, some way

and feel better some day- idk- just sayin glad you felt good about self and that progress. first time i didn't get mad, defensive or "bite" in an argument/criticism situation i coulen't believe it. i used to really really worry about him being "mad". now, i just do n't give a $hit- i mean , in general , in life- his temper, his problem. it was soooo new in our r.

oh well- good luck- hang on man- you can do it.

xo