Cross country DB with WAS

[Anders]

We were to talk yesterday but NC from W. I am staying dim for now and letting her initiate contact.

I backslid on FB. I have not been checking or using this much since I began DBing but on Thursday, my fears got the better of me.

The roadtrip and who she was with was eating at me and I finally caved. Her FB shows that she is on the trip with a group which includes suspected EA OM.

I then saw photos of her during the April-May NC period. At various parties and events with EA OM, and looked like she was having a blast in all. Dressed up, happy and smiling.

Then I saw one where she did not have her ring on.

It hurt really bad.

Snooping does no good and I am dealing with the consequences of it the last couple of days. Feeling off balance and wondering just where this is going.