About the conversations, I hope you can have no expectation that they are more than him talking with his BF.
I'm thinking about this a lot. I think that that is my sole expectation. I do hope, though, that this can still provide a solid foundation for something more. Does that make sense?
I forgot to mention that H commented on the fact that I haven't been wearing my engagement ring. He said, "Did you lose a ring?" I said, "No." He said, "Is there a reason you aren't wearing it." I said, "I'm not sure I could explain it." He said, "I think I understand." That was the end of that conversation.
