The best night of sleep I've had in months was the night I dreamed of slapping the ever-loving crap out of OW. I was like a new woman the next day. But in all my rational waking hours, I've had more contempt for her than rage. It's hard sometimes to admit our fair share of blame for the state of the marriage when there is an obviously immoral target out there interfering with our families. It may not be helpful, but it is certainly human. In a primal way.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15
