And if I shouldn't reach out to her now, what should I do to quiet my mind? I don't talk to my therapist again until Monday. That's years away...


Me: 39 - W: 35
Together: 2 years, no kids
My Affair: 1.5 years
Affair ended: 4/9/14
Affair revealed: 5/19/14
Last Contact: 8/2/14