First, I'm happy to hear about your dog. That is great news
I'm sorry you are having such a difficult time. The most important thing is to protect yourself financially. Please don't be afraid to do what's necessary to ensure this happens.
I know it's such a horrible place to be. Do something that you enjoy. Go for a walk. Sing in the shower. Spend time with the kids. Pet the dog. Dance around the living room. Something that relaxes you and makes you smile.
You will feel better. It's a process and it does take time. Hang in there:)
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer